Holidays again! Yess! Chinese New Year = good food + angpow. hehe.. :P

I'm going back to penang and alor setar this sunday to celebrate. Can't wait! Gonna be my last CNY here. Next year's CNY wouldn't be celebrated here anymore. Awwh.. :(

Happy Chinese New Year!! :D

Joe Brooks -- Holes Inside


I've been pretty busy these few days. Though I don't know what I'm busy about..

Stuff@School.. It's actually really stressful, especially when you have a deadline so close and you are not ready at all. But ayhow, I think I'll most probably discontinue doing it. I mean, I'm going to migrate and if I leave then other people would have to take after my stuff. So it's not really responsible to do that. So I figured that I should just stop. I'm not sure though.. I'm really indecisive nowadays.

Then there's the keceriaan thingy at class. Teacher's kinda pressuring me, saying that my ideas are not good enough and that i should work harder. I mean, she's not doing it but she makes it as if it's the easiest thing to do. But I don't exactly bother what she says...

School's pretty tough. I want my Form 3 life back again. Why can't Fom 4 be easier?! Plus, I don't really like my class.. :/

Hmmm... feelings are kinda messed up these few days, especially since school started. I guess it has something to do with the migrating thingy. I don't know... I'm happy and sad about it. Happy that I actually get to go. I mean, it's always been my dream to be like my mom and study abroad over there. Now, my dreams are actually coming true. But I'm also kinda upset. I gotta leave everything here and start over there. So yeah, I think you get my meaning... :)

Cause sometimes fate and your dreams will collide...

First week of school. Hmmm... I'm in a different class, not with Caryl. Awwh, I so wanted to be in the same class with her since it would be my last half a year to spend with her...

Life's really different compared to form 3. The teachers expect you to understand and remember everything once they thought you. I really really miss form 3 life. So I've been studying at least a bit everyday. So much for thinking that form 3 life is much worse than form 4... :/

So yeah. I've got lotsa stuff on my hands right now. I'm the AJK Keceriaan in class. Teacher just complained saying that i suck. :/ Plus I have to get 30 subscribers for Stuff@School by 20 January. I've only got what? 9 days left and i got no subscribers at all. Sighh...

Last few months here. I'm sure that I'm seriously gonna miss it. When you hear people say 6 months, you'd think that it's still a long time. But in reality it's not that long, in fact it passes by real fast. So yeah.. I'm really gonna miss you girls... :)

Remembering those moments when we were together just makes me smile...