Hello there!
Had the sudden urge to blog today so here I am.
School's been back in session for about a month now, and it's been pretty okay. I've just been slacking off way too often, and it's becoming a really bad habit. Anyways, I've been pretty busy, going to school, sometimes at 7.30am for Choral and Leadership, and working on weekends. Yeah, I got a job at Shoppers, it's pretty cool there so I'm happy. You know what keeps happening, I keep forgetting to do my homework over the weekend. Seriously, I've done this about every weekend, for a whole month and I'm still not getting the hang of it. I just know that the same thing is going to happen this weekend, even though it's a long weekend. I've also been spending a lot lately. Just today, I've spent $35, buying two storybooks and a scarf. I try to keep in mind that I want to save up for my trip in December, but it doesn't seem to be working. Even keeping track of my spending don't make me feel the need to stop spending.
Oh and I guess I forgot to mention that I'm going back to Malaysia for a month-long vacation, hehe. I'm really excited about that. I get to meet up with my friends, and I guess we could hang out and stuff. I'm just hoping that it isn't going to be awkward by then.. We seldom talk nowadays, everyone's just busy with their lives I guess, and the time difference makes things like ten times more difficult. I roughly know what's going on over there, they're all preparing for SPM and I understand that it's a really important thing. But they have no clue at all as to what I'm doing over here, and I honestly don't know how that makes me feel. I miss them. A lot. But it doesn't seem like they miss me at all. I get it, they're busy with their studies, their love life, whatever activities they're in and that's a lot. But, would it hurt if thought a little of their friend? Is that asking for too much? Because, honestly, I'm sick and fed up of always having to be the one who asks and persuades people to talk to me, and getting rejected time after time after time. A little effort is all I'm asking for, and yet it seems so difficult and so frustrating. Sigh. I have friends here, but it's just different. I'm not saying that my friends here suck or whatever, not at all. They're amazing and I have tons of fun with them. There's just something that's missing, the connection I have with them is different than the ones they have among themselves. I'm not going to lie, but i feel pretty left out most of the time. I mean, I guess I kind of got used to it, but certain days it just really brings me down. Why can't there be another group of girls who are like them in Canada? Things would be so much better...
I'm ranting a lot this time, huh?
Anyways, have a good day or a good night, whatever the time it is at your place, haha! :)
Oh. And HAPPY THANKSGIVING!