Happy new year! It's 2011 already! I hope that all my friends and family had a great 2010 and will have a wonderful year ahead og them!

Yesterday was the last day of year 2010 -- my best year. Time flies! I do hope that this year will be an even greater year.

Me and my friends will be going back to school the day after tomorrow. I'm sooo excited! I just can't wait to meet my friends again!

:D

I just came back from my trip to Penang and Alor Star yesterday evening. The trip was okay. I spent 3 nights at Penang and 1 night at Alor Star. And that was like the first time we spent the night there in years. Though i was at Penang for 3 days, i still feel like it's not enough.

And i noticed that my cousins on my mom's side are really tall. Even Wei Min is already taller than me and he is younger. I feel so small all of a sudden! Urgh... I really need to grow taller cause my sister's already my height and she's gonna be taller soon. And i think that it looks quite bad if your younger sister is taller than you.

I'm kinda disappointed now. There weren't any bus tickets for the same coach as my cousin. And my parents won't let me take a bus myself. So i guess i'll be celebrating Christmas at Penang... :(

Yesterday during dinner, my parents suddenly asked me whether i wanna go to Singapore or Penang for Christmas. It was really hard to decide cause i wanted to go to both places... My cousin asked me to go to Singapore with her since i'll be going back to Penang during Chinese New Year which is not very long from now. Plus i have not been to Singapore. But if there are no more bus tickets to come back to kl then i'm not going to Singapore. I really hope that there are bus tickets...

My uncle and his family is here already. I'm so glad cause when thay're here we'll just be walking around all day long. They'll be going back to Singapore on Christmas Eve. So if i'm able to get bus tickets then i'll be following them back together with my cousin.

Oh my gosh, i'm just so excited!!

I really hope that there are bus tickets cause i really, really wanna go to Singapore!!

Home alone...

Yay! I'm home alone today. It''s quite nice but it's kinda bored cause there's nobody else with you. Plus there's nothing much to do so i didn't really do anything today...

I'm just waiting for my cousin to come back home for dinner. Just watching the making of 'Boys Over Flowers' during the mean time since my cousin said it's really funny...

Well, i'm gonna watch my youngest sister perform on tv tonight. I watched her last night but i'm still gonna watch it again. Just too bad i can only be home alone for today only. I wish it would last longer...

The holidays are really starting to get more enjoyable. I guess it's cause my mom's not around most of the time since last week. It's not that i wanna get rid of her but it's cause she nags a lot. I took an afternoon nap that day and she thought that i was watching korean dramas till late at night. Although that was true, i denied as i didn't want to get my cousin in trouble.

Since last week, i've been watching 'Boys Over Flowers' every night till 3am. It's really awesome and romantic. Kim Bum and Lee Min Ho are just sooo hot! And i just love this show so much! Since both my parents are not gonna be home tonight, i guess i'll watch it tonight again.

Watching 'Boys Over Flowers' when my dad's around is totally fine. He doesn't mind as long as i don't watch till too late. Unlike my mom, me and my cousin just can't risk letting her know that we watch. Sometimes i just wish that i can do everything without hiding it away from my parents. It makes me feel bad cause i feel like i;m doing something bad...

Frustrated...

I just can't stand it anymore. I mean, everything that i really love to do is just so obvious. So why does she always go against me doing them? I really, really want to know. She always use the excuse that it's wasting my time and it doesn't give me any benefits. But it may not be that way to me. To me, it's totally different cause doing these things are just what i love. Why doesn't she get it? I'm just so frustrated now...

So frustrated cause she doesn't understand how i feel and everything. She wants me to do the things i don't like, but doesn't want me to do the things i like. Is everyone's life like that? Cause i really hope that i'm not the only one with these type of feelings...

I'm just so frustrated that i just like to be alone most of the time...