Happy New Year, everybody!! It's 2012 aleady! :D

So I celebrated my New Year's Eve with my besties -- Caryl, Yenni and Meiting. It was too bad that Qianyi couldn't join us..

We had lots of fun. My mom prepared a really yummy meal for us. We played Pictionary, watched Encahnted. It sounds just ordinary but we had lots of fun in the process...

We went outside to watch the fireworks. But we couldn't see anything. Only then we found out that my parents room window could see everything. You should've seen the way we rushed there. haha..

We stayed up and talked and talked and talked. I slept first, around 2am. The three of them only slept at 4am. I just knew that they would take pictures of me sleeping.. haiz..

But all in all, I really had lots of fun. I would remember this New Years. It truly was memorable...

Girls, thanks for giving me such great memories. I love you girls!! ♥

Today's New Year's Eve already... My besties are coming over to celebrate together. Awesome!! :D

So 2012 is coming already. I donn't know what to think about it. So yeah. I'll just take in whatever that comes to me in the next year. Because I know that no matter how bad things might turn out to be, I am going to endure and survive it. I know it because I wanna show the world that I'm strong. I will climb back on my feet no matter how bad I've fell.


I finished watching Secret Garden last night. Both of them are like superr sweet... I hope a guy would love me like that too. hehe... ♥

Happy New Year's Eve!! :)

Wow.. Time really flies. School is starting next week already. I wonder if my brain still works? I doubt it, I haven't been using it for a really long time..

Hmmm.. I wonder what class I'm gonna be in and who are gonna be my classmates. I really hope that next year's gonna be as great as this year.. Although I'm only studying for a pretty short period of time, I still wanna enjoy.. heh..

School -- I am looking forward to seeing you again, but I am also not at the same time. Well, I do dread seeing you a little. Because seeing you would mean that it's the end of my holidays.. :/

Lots of people say that Form 4 is really tough and stuff like that. Yet I'm still kinda looking forward to it. Don't know why...

Anyhow, I am looking forward to you, 2012!! Whatever you have for me, bring it on!

Just In Thoughts...

Hmmm.. So I've been thinking about what I wanna be next time. This is the result of boredom. Haha. I was back at Alor Setar to visit my grandpa who's currently in hospital. I hope that he's ok today... :)

Well, my grandpa's in ICU, so we can't go in to see him all the time. My parents would usually be in the hospital for the whole day. My sisters and I would normally be in my grandpa's house with the maid. So I was watching Personal Taste. And I was thinking... Since I love to watch all kinds of shows, it would be kinda cool if I could have something of mine being seen all aroumd the world. I could write a script and have it become a show or whatever. And maybe really famous people could act in it. Well, it's really cool. And you just can't deny that, right? But there's just this problem. I gotta come up with this really awesome story. So yeah. My bubble just burst, cause there's definitely no way I can come up with that. 

Sigh... I really have no idea what i want. I'm not even sure what I like. So I'm just this lost little person in the middle of nowhere, literally. My parents would always ask me what I wanna become and i just answer with "I don't know". I'm just sick and tired of answering that all the time. So I've been seriously thinking...

Ermm.. What about being a singer? Well, that would be pretty cool, too. But I'm not real performing material. I get super nervous when I need to perform. And I've done solo like only once. An actress? I've never done acting before. Not even small, tiny little parts. So there it goes again... :/

Sometimes I really wonder, why am I borned here? I know that everyone is here to be somebody. But I just can't figure out who I'm supposed to be... Gosh. Somebody help me!!!

Everything happens for a reason...