Hmmm.. So I've been thinking about what I wanna be next time. This is the result of boredom. Haha. I was back at Alor Setar to visit my grandpa who's currently in hospital. I hope that he's ok today... :)
Well, my grandpa's in ICU, so we can't go in to see him all the time. My parents would usually be in the hospital for the whole day. My sisters and I would normally be in my grandpa's house with the maid. So I was watching Personal Taste. And I was thinking... Since I love to watch all kinds of shows, it would be kinda cool if I could have something of mine being seen all aroumd the world. I could write a script and have it become a show or whatever. And maybe really famous people could act in it. Well, it's really cool. And you just can't deny that, right? But there's just this problem. I gotta come up with this really awesome story. So yeah. My bubble just burst, cause there's definitely no way I can come up with that.
Sigh... I really have no idea what i want. I'm not even sure what I like. So I'm just this lost little person in the middle of nowhere, literally. My parents would always ask me what I wanna become and i just answer with "I don't know". I'm just sick and tired of answering that all the time. So I've been seriously thinking...
Ermm.. What about being a singer? Well, that would be pretty cool, too. But I'm not real performing material. I get super nervous when I need to perform. And I've done solo like only once. An actress? I've never done acting before. Not even small, tiny little parts. So there it goes again... :/
Sometimes I really wonder, why am I borned here? I know that everyone is here to be somebody. But I just can't figure out who I'm supposed to be... Gosh. Somebody help me!!!
Everything happens for a reason...
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