Joe Brooks -- Holes Inside


I've been pretty busy these few days. Though I don't know what I'm busy about..

Stuff@School.. It's actually really stressful, especially when you have a deadline so close and you are not ready at all. But ayhow, I think I'll most probably discontinue doing it. I mean, I'm going to migrate and if I leave then other people would have to take after my stuff. So it's not really responsible to do that. So I figured that I should just stop. I'm not sure though.. I'm really indecisive nowadays.

Then there's the keceriaan thingy at class. Teacher's kinda pressuring me, saying that my ideas are not good enough and that i should work harder. I mean, she's not doing it but she makes it as if it's the easiest thing to do. But I don't exactly bother what she says...

School's pretty tough. I want my Form 3 life back again. Why can't Fom 4 be easier?! Plus, I don't really like my class.. :/

Hmmm... feelings are kinda messed up these few days, especially since school started. I guess it has something to do with the migrating thingy. I don't know... I'm happy and sad about it. Happy that I actually get to go. I mean, it's always been my dream to be like my mom and study abroad over there. Now, my dreams are actually coming true. But I'm also kinda upset. I gotta leave everything here and start over there. So yeah, I think you get my meaning... :)

Cause sometimes fate and your dreams will collide...