Tired.

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I'm in math class now but I just felt the need to blog. I'm not a bad student, it's not like I'm not paying attention since most of everyone else is still writing their quiz.
I've just been having a really rough week. I've had about 3 tests already, and I have a quiz for Bio next block and 2 more exams tomorrow. Let's not forget ChoralFest.
Anyways, things haven't really been the same for me. Maybe it's just me.. But i feel like I'm having problems talking to some of my friends. Again, I feel like a stupid outsider, and I'm seriously so sick and tired of it. I'm tired of being the only one who doesn't know what the others are talking about and just being left out.
They told me that things would change, and that was like, so long ago. Things did change for a while, at least, but then I got used to being kind of left out again. It's been some time and I'm just getting really tired of it. Not being able to understand a single thing people are saying because all of them are speaking a different language, and the fact that I'm pretty much the only one makes it so much worse. I just think it's so ridiculous that this is the problem. Again.
I'm tired of dealing with this. I'm done.
I just want to feel like I belong. Is that too much to ask for?