I'm sooo nervous now. The solo recital is just in a few hours time. I don't feel really good already. Butterflies in my stomach. :/ and all of them are going to watch -- caryl, yenni, Qian Yi and mei ting. Sometimes I wonder, whydid I even invite them to go watch me sing solo. It makes me so pressured and extra nervous. And it's as if singing solo isn't bad enough, I still invited 4 of them. And they're going. Arghhh!!! :/

Lots of things happened recently. Dunno how to spill it out. I told Qian Yi everything already. She's not mad or anything. Instead i think this actually made us become even closer. And if you tnk of it from the bright side, it is a good thing. :)

My feelings are a serious mess now. I wonder how I'm going to get it back to normal. Oh well, I guess I'll just let it get back to normal by itself. Every now and then, i would always tell myself that everything happens for a reason. :)

PS Caryl, Yenni -- if you two are going to ask me what's going on or whatever, save your breathe. Cause I would tell you when i want you to know. And I think that now isnt exactly the best time.. Alright?? :)